snow? what snow?

So apparently, the rest of the country is getting rocked with snow. But good ol' New England? We've got none of that. It's kind of lame, if you ask me. And I attribute this fact to be the sole reason that I don't feel all that much into the Christmas spirit. I haven't even found a single darn snowflake on my car yet. Well, I found frost. But that's different. And lame.

I've been a little MIA lately; trying to figure out Christmas plans while doing a whole lot of stuff at work combined with after-work holiday get-togethers have really made me, well...uninspired. I feel as if I have no inspiration to write in my blog. Because I don't have a whole lot to say. And then I'll see things like the post that Bridget wrote yesterday, and I'll think to myself, 'Gosh, Alex. You're the supposed writer. Why can't you do that?' I'm very critical of myself.

I guess I'm just sort of tired. And I've hit the brick wall of emotion yet again this week. And I guess sometimes it's just hard for me to bounce back once I've hit it. It takes a lot out of me, and it shakes me to the core. And, quite honestly, I don't really feel the same. I often feel heavy anxiety after I've had one of these moments. I'll be really irritable and, even worse, oddly sensitive to everything else going on around me. Little things will make me cry. I don't like who I am when I'm like this. It's a weird cycle.

I'm hoping to come out of it soon. At least in time for the holiday. Plus one of my best friends from school is coming up tomorrow for the weekend, and it's like a ray of sunshine in my life right now. As is the boyfriend ordering burritos with me tonight and going to TJ Maxx andMarshalls to look at...well...stuff. It was nice. I like datenight.

And I just tried to put a photo with this and it's not working. I suck. I apologize for this blah text-only post :(


I'm an idiot. Nevermind.

1 comment:

  1. ugh, i hear you lady. funks are hard. i am sure it will shake off. just know that you're not alone! xo

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Oh, herro there.

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